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mY luRve

2005-12-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

perhaps there r alot of things tt u dunno...i doubt u will ever read this but i still wanna write...i really wish u would read..cos if i would to say all these to u...perhaps i would'nt...cos some how i lack e courage to...as these days pass...i reall cant bear to say le....cos it is like more days passed...e worst it become....e more i cant say...words seems to failed me....i miss u...i really does....i dunno wad happen...in e beginning i really wanna noe e reason...but till now...i rather not noe...i wish for e best....n i wish u luck...but i still think tt everything u do....must hv a reason for it...but i m telling u tt ur reason is nt e best solution to things.....in fact it sux...i wish u all e best...take care....

sOOOOOOooo s|an....

2005-11-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

hahax....here to blog cos san then dunno wad to do sia....hmmmm......shld start to countdown... hmmmm.......1st of dec....got ruan exam....so scared....i haven practise finish yet lor......rather is haven practise yet......hmmm...
got another 17 days....
san.....
cya.....

Hieee i'm back....

2005-10-31T14:52:00.000+08:00

hahax....jus finish my chinese o's which i think sux....feels good to be back....cos it is always like restarting a new chpt of my life....lolx....i jus tried to make it sounds nice...basically i'm jus lazy....tts all....cant be bother to blog until loads of ppl urge...n tts wad i'm doin now...to make this blog re-alive.....hahahahax......so ya....start tagging n stuffs like tt k?n i try to link all peeps soon enuff.....cya....

Back again....

2005-07-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....so long nv blog le....haha....so busy...now finally can blog le...i delete all e past things le...cos it is like meaningless now....so i shall began with nth in e blog....

haIz

2005-06-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

nth to do today...so as usual slack lor...been on9 since i woke up...so sian...no body one...actually got la...but haiz...but gd thing is tt i can hv e com to myself frm now to nite...but how long m i gonna wait...haiz...

wait...wait...wait...

haiz

2005-06-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm left wif 5 mins for this...haiz...its like not enuff time...haiz...dunno la...today dex n joanna bought a dog...maltiese...quite cute...haha...attached to me...lolx...i go back to visit u soon k?hmmm...then cut my fingers ...i mean it was an accident la... so now pain pain...haiz...tts abt all bah....

thx for ur concern...`appreciated...

wAitInG

2005-06-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

haiz...dunno wad to do...ytd actually intend to play bowling wif xin n yang they all then we went dow n to pasir ris bowl...in the end...do nth...as we wanted to wait for more ppl to come but in the end no one is free...then later went downtown east...saw elaine...wa....she really look like eleen sia...i cant tell e diff...luckily she was wearing her uniform if not later call wrong person...hahathen we went mac...as she eating in mac...then observe her...wa....she really behave like eleen...omg...cant tell them apart....so later met up wif mx...n went s'pore post buy e stupid supplementary readers...sickening bk...make me go all e way to paya lebar to buy...then went tuition...n tt's all bah...

I'm still waitiing for your reaction...

cOnfUsIoN

2005-06-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

everything day is like watching tv...playing com...sleeping....eating...nth much de...ytd something happened...to make my brain work alittle...haiz...i hate to use my brain...y r things so complicated...if ur life is simplier...maybe things wun be tt way hor?somehow i wish tt wad u say is true leh...tt is me=p...

at a lost...

hMmM...

2005-05-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm...e past few days just past by so quickly...everyday was like stupid sl things...same for today e thumbs up thing...nth much de...haiz...everything in my life like no meaning sia...everything jus went pass like tt...haiz...so sian

you r everything`everything that i wanted...

aN atOm oF loVe

2005-05-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Alchemist who can extract from his heart's element, compassion, respect, longing, patience, regret, surprise and forgiveness and compound them into one can create that atom which is call love...

SianZ..sIanZ

2005-05-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

Dunno wad to do...dunno wad to do...Sianz...SiaNz...haiz....aiyo...sianz sia...

Missing you...

Yippee

2005-05-24T09:11:00.000+08:00

wa...ytd went bought phone...sianz sia...now is eng lesson...slackers party!...haha....i got nth better to do sia...now wanna sleep...twin meix beside me....helping her managing her friendster....cos i m a pro....=p

I 'm thinking of you...

ShoPPiNG

2005-05-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

haha...ytd went shopping whole da with mum...bought alot of things...e best part is i need not pay a cent...haha...today going to see new phone...tml going to buy...7260 ba...haha...e white one very nice...hmmm...now going for lunch le...gtg...

I miss you...

hOliDAys cOminG lE

2005-05-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

haiz...sian sia...my life is meaningless...lets start frm thurs...went tm with kailin puiying mingxiu n baohui...took photos...haha....finally kailin agreed to take wif us...or was it we force her?k nvm...e Fact is we took photos...haha...fri went to played sims 2 all day st sy hse...quite fun la...but didnt manage to do anything much...went tuition after tt...ok la...but quite disappointing...another day pass...so is today...morning spent my time doing nth...sian...so pissed off with myself...then went family gathering...do nth again...sian...then went tuition...do nth again...i very very fed wif myself for choosing more wrong n wrong things...argh!so preventing myself frm making e wrong choice..i gonna slouch at hm...

i wanna noe e truth...

hAhA...

2005-05-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

now humanities...sian plus sian...nth to do so blog...haha..today is a happy day...haha...happy...happy...but sian...gonna play sims2 university...haha...long awaited...but now sian...slacking lesson...kk....now gonna go le...cya

haIz...sIcK rEsuLtS

2005-05-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz...sickening results...ytd actually wanna blog but no time cos went shopping in orchard...wadeva it is...today is my last day of fun...cos tml taking back hmt n eng!!!e most lan subj...n e rest r not gd alr lor...if i fail my hmt or eng...there goes my holi...no more playing...sianz...no more games...argh...my a.maths sux...it is my most lan subj now...wth...n e.maths is my best subj...argh...chem my best out of e three sciences become e worst...bio e worst become e best...dunno wad i doing also la...so far...ok la...but i dunno wad happen to me tml...haiz...so now go n play as much as I can...haha

I'm liking u more n more as each day pass...

lOnG aWaItEd dAy

2005-05-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

lOnG aWaItEd dAy... haha...finally all exams throughly over n done wif...except listening tml but who cares...my hmt paper2 sux!haha...fun!play!all nitez!now blogging lor...hmm...sudden urge to play sims 2 after bout half a yr...haha...so now go n play le maybe blog later!

fallen for another...

sTuDy?

2005-05-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...Dun wan to study...nth to do... dun wan to study...sian...

HaIZ...

2005-05-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

tOdAy grandmama came...haha...long time nv see her le...bout 1 month le...miss her sia...so happy tt she came...today very sian...dun wanna study hcl...how?jus came back frm fun haha...played taiti...poker...carrem...reversi...fun sia...guess wad?there this guy jovin who keep getting all straight ti spades...haha...lolx...then i came up wif e idea of swoping e positions of our card..n i really got two ti...lolx...haha...tts all ba...

I dunno how i feel...i dunno wad to do...I noe nuts...

wAd hAppEn?

2005-05-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

oH no...wad happen?y m i confused?y m i thinking tt much?y do i worry?wads happen?tt cant be happening?i'm shakened?nooooooooO......nooooooooooO...i will nt allow tt to happen...nv ever?but will tt happen?oh god...y m i thinking bout this again?NV MEANS NV!

rElfLecTiNg

2005-05-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm...jus now went for tuition...one word...fun!haha...we spent 10 mins time guessing IQ qns...ok la...haha...i got 2 bucks for answering 1 qn...nice deal...haha...shld hv more of these games...lolx...then me mingxiu jiaying michelle meiyee aloysius n later mr wee played carrem[i really hv no basic idea how tt game is spelt]....wa...fun...michelle pro sia...mr wee got good aiming...ok la...for a noob like me at least i got shot in twice k?one is 2 pts de...one is 5 pts de k?first time playing leh...so fun but my finger hurts...how good if can play like this everywk...

confused.

tImE fOr fUn!

2005-05-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

Yippee!I finally come back le after a series of exams!...but still got hcl...today is fri-thirteen but quite a memorable date for me...since a yr ago...haiz...my conclusion is tt i gonna fail a.maths...e.maths...comb.h...bio...how?i dun dare take results...haiz...i dun feel like studying hcl le...mus well jus fail another subj...i wanna quit...hpp!!!all ur fault...cant u jus let me quit...all ur fault...my expedition is gone...ur damn fault...how much more sacrifice do i hv to make for hcl...ease me frm this pain...let me quit...

These few days hv been e happiest days of the yr...I hope tt time would freeze!

tHx

2005-05-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

oh ya...almost forget to thx atrocious...thx you for taking care of my yr bk...thxs alot...i may be abit paranoid but tt is becos it really means alot to me...anyway...you really damn cool tt day...

dReADfUl eXaMs

2005-05-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

woot!today had hist n mt paper2...sec 4 de...ok la...easier than hcl paper...hist is easier than ss...n tml is chem n omg! A.maths...my a.maths sux...n there isn't any help available...i cant even do simple sums...i hv super weak foundations...or is it no foundation at all...wadeva it is...i gonna die...doom's day tml...unless i'hv found help by today...which is impossible?

you'hv said tt you forgot...i choose to believe you...but pls dun betray my trust....

2005-05-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

today had ss paper...super hard...argh...gonna fail le...n today did paper1 mt..sec4 de.....ok la...tyco...went to search in dict for e qn...cos dun understand e qn at all...n guess wad? GOT LEh...woot!hahax...n my twin did so...we thot tt no one will do so...hahax...telepathy...tml was mt paper2...n history...worst leh...haven study yet...so gtg le...
thx to e sec1 guy...i'hv got a dictionary...really thx alot!

work hard kk?I'll support you!

mY lOve As dEep...e MorE I giVe tO theE

2005-05-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

Supposingly to be studying now...but as usual...slacking...haiz...alr tried my best to study le...i know u will work hard...i know u will get great results...but i cant...i'm pronounce to be brain dead since ytd...i cant even solve n digest simple sums...i m dead...promise me u'll work hard k...even without my motivation...will u?i know u would!Tat is comforting enuff...wif tt i shall work hard as well...nv give up k?

love you as always...

I mIsS yOu

2005-05-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

I mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOuI mIsS yOu

Last but not least I love you...

2005-05-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...here to blog again...ytd was revsing for English...can u believe it wad came out in the compre..nv in my dreams...omg...THE ALCHEMIST!!!hahax...it is the only book tat i could read again and again for inspirational stories...omg...it actually came out...but i dun think i do well...cos i was like admiring the passage more than i was reading it...plus my paper 1 sux to the core...i was like crapping n crapping giving more n more crap when i write...i think i gonna fail paper 1...i too immerse in elaborating e argumentative pt tat i was like totally out of point...cos crap too much...yippee!another thing is tat i going to change phone le...wadeva it is i jus dun wan to use 6610...N I GOING TO GET BACK MY YR BK AFTER A WK!!!!FINALLY!!!!I miss it like hell...i didnt realise tat i miss it until it was gone...haiz...maybe becos [you] inside bah...wadeva it is...i'm finally gettin it back...n atrocious if u r reading this[dun think u will read la] U BETA BRING MY YR BK N MAKE SURE IT IS IN PERFECT CONDITION...or i chop u ar!!!ok la...beta bring ar...i really miss it...gtg le...mingxiu coming to study....so cya~!!

my love for you is getting stronger n stronger each day....

sInKinG dEepEr n dEePeR

2005-05-04T17:44:00.000+08:00

"oUcH"...stupid sore throat tat is killing me! It is getting worst lor...my voice is like terribly out of tune...anyway there is nth special tat occur in sch today jus ordinary plain boring lessons...tats killing me...i jus realise this messege tat never let ur heart rules ur mind...but it is easier said than done lor...alot of things is not able to be controlled by ur mind.My heart has now completely overcome my brain power...i cant think rationally...e more my brain tells me not to...e more my heart wans me to...[contradicting]...i jus cant think straight for myself...i m in a damn pathetic state tat i got my piorities all wrong but its not within my control...or m i shrinking responsibility for alll mistakes done?wadeva...

sIanZ...reMeMber to tag wOrz...

2005-05-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

AiyO...so sIanZ...so blog lOr...Trying to cover my guilt of not studying by saying tat blogging helps to improve one's English...but actually dun think so...tMl got chem test but dun feel like stuying...i gonna be so dead when mid yr exam comes...[i haven even start revising...].Felt e tension but still no mood to study...y?dunno sia...who cares?as long as i dun fail n get myself into n.a...but how do i prevent myself frm failing?study!so tt's wad i gonna do now.sad.Cya!

*dun think u all will be looking at this page but i still wanna mention tat y^3 rox foreva!

i have never stop thinking bout ya...

MuSt lInk mE woR...

2005-05-03T10:09:00.000+08:00

mOrNinG everyone...its 9.35 now...English lesson for ya info...hahax...slackin again...so decided to try setting up this new bloggie[e previous one sux...]hope this one is much beta...do give me ya comments at e tagboard...hope to see ya ard!Gtg le cos nid to study bio!Cya!